April 28, 2018: Lost Interest

The past year has been difficult for me as I have lost interest in things that used to bring me excitement.   Money issues have always been a problem for me.I have spent more than I make and then leave myself with no money for trips or basic living expenses.  It’s been an ongoing issue my whole adult life.   I have a full time job, a nice home, and the car I’ve always wanted, yet I feel more stressed and uninterested in things.   I talk with my counselor about my struggles.  I feel like I am going nowhere.   I feel anxiety towards my job and handling the abandoned vehicles.   I don’t mean to wish my life away yet I cannot wait for retirement.   I want to apologize to anyone I may have hurt over the years.    I want to move forward in my life just not sure how.